I just don’t feel like myself. I’ve been having panic attacks again, but not because of normal things like school and work. I’ve been overwhelmed with sadness and depression that it scares me and I start feeling myself falling over the edge again.
I hate not having an anchor, or at least a distraction. And yes, I guess that means I’m just weak as a person. I was just so used to having someone that I could lay with and cry on. I miss that more than anything.
I’m just so lonely and weak and hurt and depressed and I hate myself all over again.
When you think you’re over someone but they do something and you’re like omggggggGGGGGG